today

i had my french class. was pretty pleased, cos i understood most of the conversation today.

unpleased, i was too quiet during group discussion and my group mates pointed out. AND i didnt realise i was so quiet, seriously. too deeply in thinking.

sigh. i didnt mean not to comment anything or to give opinions etc. just that this kind of field is not my type of cup and seriously i have no foundation in these. and i have basically zero observation with how and not luxury of those brands. and before that i feel im kinda a fashion idiot, i want to be in this course not because im obsess with fashion but i think this field of industry could bring me a lot of career opportunities.

i didnt even hear those names before please, they appear in my life at the moment when you guys spoke about it. i feel damn sick please. 

call me an idiot, my IQ zero. whatever you think i am, i seriously don't give a damn to whatever i don't know.

not i dun bother not to know, or not interested to know. everything is throwing on me too fast, i don;t like it this way. this girl is so opinionated, and basically wants her way to be done like this. but she is damn smart about everything, and get it whatever is given to her. i feel fortunate to have her in my group. but is very tiring, that she wants everything in her own way. european way, taste of european. whatever it is. as long the professor likes it, im alright. i treat professor like a client. as long client likes it, im alright. 

im not the one giving the score, so why do i have to upset myself so much yeh.

bloody hell. next time when u have kids, u got to let them to visit european countries to gain the experience and atmosphere of it. is to difficult to catch up after 20 years stucking in a small island to learn to explore.