明天可能就要开始工作了！

现在人已在江苏常熟市了。。。可能明天会开始上班。。。

心情是真的惊张的。。。慌张。。。压力有点大。。。。

第一次要面对全公司的中国人工作心情是。。。有点说不出口。。。

怕这个那个的

im a soft spoken person yeh. how can i manage to survive in fierce and impatience working environment?!

天啊。。。明天在说说看吧。。。

ti-kong, please look after me that all my working process and my break over time during these three months run smoothly. hope there are nice people in the company and hope they are sociable too....

because... I CAN'T TAKE INITIATIVE TO COMMUNICATE TO NEW PEOPLE!!!

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alright... this is typed in 24July2011, way after i am back home... just to refresh memory a little.

 

well... this is what i did in the office sometimes like during the third week? or forth week?

And this is what i saw from the technical room and drew it... because i was so bored, nobody is giving me work to do. so i drew it.

Right where I was staying, soaring sun up there that day. Very good weather of winter.

And viola! my living room, sometimes i slept in here during Saturday nights because it is much warmer and I could sleep until damn late the next day.

In Vienna Airport

Flight to Paris is cancelled for the 3pm one.

Thus, my friend has to wait over at this changeover stop at Vienna for hours... like 5 hours?

But I have to say about the best part of this airport that they have free internet access!!

Perfecto.

And my laptop doesnt really work when i was in Italy and in Paris!

But it works here... thank goodness... I didnt bring my laptop for holidays for nothing.

=D

I will update slowly about my journey of my graduation holidays once I have all my photos and etc.

Pisa -> Florence -> Genoa -> Milan -> Frankfurt -> Luxembourgh -> Frankfurt -> Vienna(stopover) -> Paris

complete journey. next few days i will back to singapore and then to shanghai and then to changsu. x)

- yay -

回来巴黎的第九天

回来了九天。。。已经吃了四天的泡面

电脑也好像好几天没关过了。。。一整天都在玩facebook的游戏

这像是等死的宅女吧。。。 噢well

今天避自己出去买了一些吃的。。。短短的一两个小时在外算有呼吸到一点新鲜空气吧

这几天也蛮懊恼的。。。中国签证让我的头都快爆炸了。。

我想说的是。。。 this is my journey to become a great designer.
如果十年成功后的我回想二十岁的我，不怎么会照顾自己会怎么想呢？
how many packets of instant noodles has a great designer consumed before becoming a great designer?
haha. 有趣吧。

is that a hint of proposal?

well... i have talked to him on skype today for awhile....

he sounded like.... im going to be the one that he is going to propose in a decade time...

omg... or perhaps im really thinking a little too much...

but whenever he used that address on me, i would always tell myself that the two of us are really over and really just friends... and i don't see the point of responding to you with that address with much entertainment. you seems to be calling me "that" pretty often, don't u?

are you trying to recall some things back and refresh my mind? or are you just calling me that just for the fun of it?

well... in other words, i just want to say... sometimes seeing or hearing what he used to call me... is a discomfort for my ear. because.... we're in a different situation.

you get it, my friend?

oh man... i forgot to bring my digital camera back to Paris!!! P(*&^%$#%$%^

tomorrow is big day!

tomorrow is my final presentation in school in Paris...

how nervous i am how relax i am at the moment...

knowing there is a lot more work to do yet im still pretty relax taking my time to sort it out for the slides...

after presentation, my close friends here are leaving paris... oh man... what the hell am i going to do in this month in paris?!!!

oh well man... 

im gotta be so bored staying at home all the time.....

Going back to Paris soon

i'm so stressed up these few days that my hormones cycle is a little mess up.

well im leaving for hk for a few days on the 7th sept and will be back in s'pore on 10th.

Afterwhich, the very next day I will leave to Paris for like 5 weeks or so.

There will be so many things to deal with after i get to Paris,

settling my agreement, insurance, visa... etc... i hate them.

And then, im gotta leave to Shanghai for an internship!!!

:DD

 

Overwhelming with stress, excitement, eagerness, anxiety!!

last week in Singapore

Still one more week to go and I will have to return to Paris for my final submission of my projects.

Well.... im pretty stressed over my report these few days and really annoyed for those people who asked me out when I really need to quiet down and confine myself in the house with this report.

Nevertheless, I have to thank these people for not forgetting that I still exist in this world and making an effort for meet-ups. Really appreciate it, but im still stressed over coping both my social life and this fucking work. 

Is kinda weird. Sometimes, I really hate people when they have forgotten about me to have fun. And on the other hand, when I would like to have peace, no disturbance, these people will just send off a random msg to ask for meet up. Right people at the "very right time" hein.

And oh well, I'm sticking back with the old house in Paris. Sucks pudding the cat

... where will my internship be????  :|

oh my oh my

back in Singapore for more than a month already.

three more weeks and I will have to kick myself back to Paris.

i'm little paranoid by this.

im panicking in the process of my final projects, fearing that i will be screwing them up

oh my oh my. im so going to miss everything here.

=/

愧疚感

感到有点愧疚。。。

总觉得自己有点不正常

还是我真的那么爱吃醋？有点不平衡啊。

有时还蛮讨厌自己这样子。。。

咳。。。

我真的有点不平衡吖。噢嘘地。。

我是被蒸发在空气中的水分

很想死咯

被朋友常遗忘

我是被蒸发在空气中的水分

WHEE

my current obsession is you

i think i fall in love with you once again

it sounds dumb. but you silly boy has always made me smile.

i hope this feeling will always remain.

i don't plan to let you know... i don't want to get in any further.

this distance is good. no jealousy, no extra focus, no over obsession

Please


sometimes thoughts would come to my mind that you are still feeling the same for me like in the past.
perhaps, im just thinking too much like u r always talking like this.
in any way, i must thank you for coming into my life for when im down you give me your listening ear.
for not having any shyness after those awkward relationship few years back.
could i give you a huge hug?

i wish you good in any path you go and any favourite girl you have come across.

GET INSPIRED!

isn't this beautiful? I want this to be in my room!

今天又是星期六了

又是自我反省的一天
每逢周六日都会觉得这个星期有过了真快

多几十天就能回家来了

再忍忍吧

这种忙着读书，做作业的生活也点厌倦了

有时还蛮想放弃不做作业

希望传说中的 'No pain, No gain' 是真的

七月十号我快来了

等等我吧

)*!($^!#@&*)~@

you really get on my nerves today

my heaviest mass in my first 20 years of life

today, i weighed myself. 

and breaking my record, i weigh 58kg right now.

wtf

my heaviest moment. im kinda depressed by looking at myself in pictures in mirror.

the fats on my face, on my neck on my arms and my tighs are really awful

oh my god...

i can't wait to go back to singapore to loose weight. it's difficult to cut down my weight here, bcos of my diet. 

dammit

My friends left for Singapore

it was only for a time spending together for 3 weeks. 

Mingbei and Siti were here for holidays, despite the volcano eruption, they managed to reach europe safe and sound. :)

They left today for Singapore, I miss them already.

Laughters and noises in the house, around me for 3 weeks.

Now, they have left, leave me in the house with loneliness, coldness.

=(

i can't wait to go back to Singapore in July. 

wait for me, home.

im gotta be back in 1 and a half month time.  

My 20th Birthday, written on the train to Paris

I'm on my way back 'home', to Paris from Chamonix.

Now is around 10 am. Mum just called me to wish me happy birthday. She told me that it was time for you to be born, was in the hospital in pain. When I hanged up the phone, and look at the watch clock, i realised it was around the time i was born but in paris time. :)

For a sudden, I felt so touched that I would want to tear.. My mum could actually remember what I have joked about few years back that how amazing to know you were in pain exactly at this hour, this date but different year..

And viola, i was born. The moment of stepping into twenties isn't a pleasure one. Well, Not sure if it was because it isn't very happening on my birthday or is it because i don't really feel like stepping into twenties. Just feel like i have not been really crazy enough in my teenage years. No real bgr, no club till morning. Oh my, what the hell have you been doing in your teenage life yeah, alverina?

I always have a mind set, it's going to be a real adult pressuring lifestyle knowing stepping into your twenties. I am not sure if I will make a good job in my life. But I know I would be able to succeed if I know I am sure of what i want. :)

It's pretty a different experience when on your birthday, you are in suburb in France, Chamonix, in France. And next, in Paris and then a few more hours to London. Lol. If i have to choose again, i probably want to choose somewhere which is crowded where there are friends who gather around to celebrate my birthday, can I throw a birthday part next year? I really hope so, but thinking who to invite, i feel like nobody will be attending to my party if I'm going to plan one... Very sad, thinking of which I can imagine friends asking myself who are going, giving excuse saying I don't want to go because I am not familiar with the people around. .. -_-"

Oh happy birthday, Alverina.

Stepping into lonelisome twenties

Volcano at Eyjafjöll, Iceland

Thanks to holy bloody shitty volcano from Eyjafjöll.

My friends couldn't get on their flight to Paris, and there my holidays plan to drain.

what the fuck.

Well, i was really pissed off this morning, was even tearing when i was thinking am I a jinx or what?

Firstly, 2 friends were unable to get on their flight.

When we were planning of our schedule, i was still telling one of them that i would be having class in the morning and could not pick them up in the airport, but i could wait for them if they were to take the shuttle bus at Opera or at my place still. Plus, I didn't want to waste my transportation fee to the airport during weekday to pick them up because that will cost me around 20+ euros, for return trips. So expensive loh.

So they die-die want me to pick them up on airport right, so they change the flight time, so they will reach Paris on Saturday. and HOORAY, the volcano burst on Friday. -_-"

wah lao, so am I the jinx?

Secondly, another friend of mine was applying his visa to Paris this coming May.

His visa got rejected. Again, am I causing people around me to have difficulty coming to Paris?

-_-"

Not even that still, all of the plans have to be adjusted. I am not sure how the bill and all will go along.

I really hope I am not spending extra money for so and so. 

oh fuck.

I hope they would be coming during before my birthday at the very least. at least they are able to make it for london trip.

And French train stations are having strikes, they will be functioning as normal from tomorrow onwards. I really want to say, the French really 吃饱没事做 to go on strike until the stations have to be closed during this urgent period. Sometimes, they are really just dumb asses. I hope they will not go back to worst next week, because I am going to Chamonix on the 21st. The affected station is one of them.

I know many of the people in Europe are having the same problem as me and many of my friends.

Shall I pray for all and All pray me

to hope situations would be better.

Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

Lee \

Lee Hyori's new mv Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

see this, what she was wearing on her mv.

designed by a-morir.com

does this shades reminds u on lady gaga's recent mv, 

Telephone (Official Clean Version) ft. Beyoncé

and not very long before that, rihanna wearing something like that:

and now, Luo Zhi Xiang is wearing something similar for his mv too.

shades that are worn and cant be seen through.

My question is, Is Lady Gaga the one who started the trends?

or who ever the designer was that to design for Lady Gaga started the trends or was it Rihanna that started wearing something that started it, eh?

lol, in conclusion, who the hell started these shades?

they are damn awesome, i want a pair for collection too. 

hehe.

J'ai peur!

Oh my god! 

Je sens que la personne était en évitant moi ou quelque chose.ou suis-je trop penser?

my heart is itchy

i feel like talking to that person. 

but i don't know how to start to talk to that person.

i have nth to talk about it.

i feel so dumb and awkward now.

Eureka!

I came across this word when i was doing my research for Dior, it was like "Eureka!"

"That eureka moment—"

eu·re·ka

   [yoo-ree-kuh, yuh-]  Show IPA

–interjection

1.

(initial capital letter) I have found (it): the reputed exclamation of Archimedes when, after long study, he discovered a method of detecting the amount of alloy mixed with the gold in the crown of the king of Syracuse.

2.

(used as an exclamation of triumph at a discovery.)

OLYMPUS E-PL1

I WANT THIS FOR BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

Alice and the Wonderland

just came back, watching Alice and the Wonderland.

it's really a nice movie. 

for a moment, i thought what the hell have i been doing these few years not enjoying my teenage years with movies and all sorts of weird activities. it's really such a pitiful, and flashes of myself catching romance, thrills movies during secondary school days went through my mind. i miss those days, being able to catch 2 or 3 movies in a day was really insane and awesome. 

may i do it again?

im stepping into 20 in 20 more days. 

-sigh-

Fashion thoughts

i used to think fashion is stupid, until the day i have come to Paris 

and understood why fashion could be so interesting and why people can be so obsessed with it.

and so at some point of time, i really make an effort to dress up nicely to school.

and also think wisely before i buy something that is nice on me instead of comfortably 

and sometimes impulsively. 

and so i think again, wasting money on fashion is really very stupid.

well, u know im referring to clothes. i like to buy clothes, but i would rather invest in accessories and bags.

really, they never fail to dress me up as easily as those clothes are.

APRIL FOOL

first time in my school life, i never play a prank during april's fool.

in fact, i fool on myself.

开什么玩笑啊？大姨妈竟然早来八天。。。

我的身体里面会不会有问题啊？。。。

担心死了。。。

these 2 weeks.

u know these two weeks lotsa happened. i have tons of pictures to upload but always too lazy to do so... 

and why not, i thought to just summarise all these two weeks in an entry.

i think im wasnt that bad in culinery. 

i cooked my own dinner while the host wasnt at home for two weeks lol.

creamy chicken and broccoli with onions and scrabble eggs.

pretty much a lot for me for a person. 

satisfied.

i hope the host will be away for most of the time.

And guess what, i rewarded myself with Dior Addict Lip Glow after tons of work in school, 

it's pretty much colourless but a little pinkish.

and i really like it alot it makes my lips looks much healthier and pinkish 

when my lips look really dark and sick.

and see! my new iShuffle which got delivered to school when i was waiting at the school counter.

 LUCKILY.

That's my name on it 

EVY

=D

Look at this lady with her fingers full of rings, they are awesome.

It's for my group work though, we had to find stylish people on the street, etc.

and this lady isnt french... hahah most of the people we found stylish aint french.

weird right.

and one more!

this swiss guy is cute.

HAHAH!!!

=D

okay that's for all now!

watch spoilt

my watch stopped moving.

like after im back from london,

i think it is telling me that i need to stop my time n be back in london.

=]

suay

Sorry daddy, mummy.

because of my carelessness i paid sgd300+ for a hotel booking for nothing.

I can't change the date and ask for anything, because it was too late.

I'm really sorry.

I will work extremely hard in my career and pay them back.

I know I won't be able to pay back for what you have invested on me,

but at least for this sgd300++

adding on weight

im very worried.

im weighing 56.6kg now.

i think by the time im back i would be 60 kg

Grâce à ma mauvaise mémoire

Grâce à ma mauvaise mémoire

thanks to my bad memory

i blocked two iBanking accounts today. one s'pore and one french account.

NICE

it never fail to remind me how bad luck could follow me in a day and in a few days straight.

i sense a bad omen.

Back from London

omg. i really ♥ this picture which i took on my way to London.

and as well as this...

isn't the sunrise just lovely?

if only the love one is besides...

♥

Was back from london very late last night.

on my way, met this siao-one. kept laughing to himself, like as if my friend and i interested in him or what, thats why he kept laughing to himself. wtf

luckily i didnt take line 2 back home, think i would put myself in a greater danger. worst than meeting this siao-one.

oh well, it was a great trip :)

spent like 300 pounds on shopping. can u belive it? in just 3 days. tsktsk.

shopping queen, yeh.

i love the british accent. im loving them.

met up with my ex-classmate for dinner. 

damn awesome, meeting someone far far away from hometown and now far far away to here for studies.

to me is like WAHHHH.... i have grown up to do something in mind to make it real, yeh.

xD

-thanks-

museums. oh yeh. omg i have to tell u this kind of feeling that i have been having whenever i come across the works that i got inspired from whenever i was in the museum. ytd, was at victoria&albert museum and saw Dale Huly's glass work. It's one of my first projects i have inspired from during my BDES year. It was .... wah seh... impressive than i saw on the website !

and it feels really amazing to see what u have done the research on before or inspired from and now u r meeting them in real with ur bare hands and eyes. 

tsktsktsk i duno how to explain this, u have to experience it yourself. 

also, was at tate museum in that early day. but jeff koon's works was at this level 5 and it was closed. so so disappointed. (I!#^$%@#&$^%@*&$

nevertheless, it is awesome.

=D

can u be my bf?

♥♥♥

I would want to love u! HAHAHAHA. im serious.
thinking too much lately. but it would be great if you're.

unfortunately, u r already attached. (#@$&*@^$&@