76 more days before commencing of new school
48 more days to graduation
J'ai peur!
I pray hard every nights for everything will go smoothly. New friends are nice and friendly who are not racists.
Leaving for australia tomorrow. so hectic...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
WISHING LIST
ZARA RED SCARF $49.90
ZARA MIXED CHECKERS N RED SCARF $39.90
ZARA TOP $49.90
SKULL LONG SCARF $15
A BIG RED BEANNIE( i have big head )
WINTER LONG COAT
BLACK COTTON SCARF
PENDANT STOCKS USD 48.00
it looks like i want a lot of scarves, cant wait to China to hunt for those long long scarves, those i found at far east plaza were still far too way short to compete with zara duper long scarves :)
ZARA RED SCARF $49.90
ZARA MIXED CHECKERS N RED SCARF $39.90
ZARA TOP $49.90
SKULL LONG SCARF $15
A BIG RED BEANNIE( i have big head )
WINTER LONG COAT
BLACK COTTON SCARF
PENDANT STOCKS USD 48.00
it looks like i want a lot of scarves, cant wait to China to hunt for those long long scarves, those i found at far east plaza were still far too way short to compete with zara duper long scarves :)
Saturday, October 17, 2009
FEAR
Oh well, my Europe trip is really an adventurous one and with 100% cultural shock. I am not sure if I will be able to survive for a year there. If I have the time, I will post some pictures up here though. LOL. That 12 or 13 days trip, was realllllllyyyyyyyy so experiencing, shocking, overwhelming, what emotions you ever had, i have had it.
Few minutes ago, I was browsing through a friend of mine on facebook and seeing her new life in london with her asian friends in school, I feel kind of worried. The first thought to me was like, oh... will I be getting a absoute racist environment in Paris next year, in my school, and obviously in my class. *faint* This is really mentally torture. I am already imagining the only asian who picks up French a year ago picking up her guts to study there alone. tsktsk. Is this insane or something? People have been telling me 'oh, you are going there alone w/o friends?' I will go, ' Yeah.' Im kind of thinking what's the big deal with going with friends or not, I mean yeah, with friends is safer and all but on the other hand, there is also lots more of freedom... And most importantly, I don't want to be dragged by my friends behind just because I want to do a different area of study, very different from what I am studying now. I want to study for my own sake not for my friends' sake, for goodness sake.
"You are a brave kid."
"You are just like a guy."
"I really admire you so much."
oh yeah yeah yeah. You haven't seen my inner fear I am facing. I'm going nuts already. The dates are drawing nearer. I don't know how the hell I'm going to handle this. Is felt like this is the BIGGEST EVER TEST I am facing in my life, is even bigger a deal of dashing a car towards a wall or what. sigh.
Few minutes ago, I was browsing through a friend of mine on facebook and seeing her new life in london with her asian friends in school, I feel kind of worried. The first thought to me was like, oh... will I be getting a absoute racist environment in Paris next year, in my school, and obviously in my class. *faint* This is really mentally torture. I am already imagining the only asian who picks up French a year ago picking up her guts to study there alone. tsktsk. Is this insane or something? People have been telling me 'oh, you are going there alone w/o friends?' I will go, ' Yeah.' Im kind of thinking what's the big deal with going with friends or not, I mean yeah, with friends is safer and all but on the other hand, there is also lots more of freedom... And most importantly, I don't want to be dragged by my friends behind just because I want to do a different area of study, very different from what I am studying now. I want to study for my own sake not for my friends' sake, for goodness sake.
"You are a brave kid."
"You are just like a guy."
"I really admire you so much."
oh yeah yeah yeah. You haven't seen my inner fear I am facing. I'm going nuts already. The dates are drawing nearer. I don't know how the hell I'm going to handle this. Is felt like this is the BIGGEST EVER TEST I am facing in my life, is even bigger a deal of dashing a car towards a wall or what. sigh.
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