WHEE

my current obsession is you

i think i fall in love with you once again

it sounds dumb. but you silly boy has always made me smile.

i hope this feeling will always remain.

i don't plan to let you know... i don't want to get in any further.

this distance is good. no jealousy, no extra focus, no over obsession

Please


sometimes thoughts would come to my mind that you are still feeling the same for me like in the past.
perhaps, im just thinking too much like u r always talking like this.
in any way, i must thank you for coming into my life for when im down you give me your listening ear.
for not having any shyness after those awkward relationship few years back.
could i give you a huge hug?

i wish you good in any path you go and any favourite girl you have come across.

GET INSPIRED!

isn't this beautiful? I want this to be in my room!

今天又是星期六了

又是自我反省的一天
每逢周六日都会觉得这个星期有过了真快

多几十天就能回家来了

再忍忍吧

这种忙着读书，做作业的生活也点厌倦了

有时还蛮想放弃不做作业

希望传说中的 'No pain, No gain' 是真的

七月十号我快来了

等等我吧

)*!($^!#@&*)~@

you really get on my nerves today

my heaviest mass in my first 20 years of life

today, i weighed myself. 

and breaking my record, i weigh 58kg right now.

wtf

my heaviest moment. im kinda depressed by looking at myself in pictures in mirror.

the fats on my face, on my neck on my arms and my tighs are really awful

oh my god...

i can't wait to go back to singapore to loose weight. it's difficult to cut down my weight here, bcos of my diet. 

dammit

My friends left for Singapore

it was only for a time spending together for 3 weeks. 

Mingbei and Siti were here for holidays, despite the volcano eruption, they managed to reach europe safe and sound. :)

They left today for Singapore, I miss them already.

Laughters and noises in the house, around me for 3 weeks.

Now, they have left, leave me in the house with loneliness, coldness.

=(

i can't wait to go back to Singapore in July. 

wait for me, home.

im gotta be back in 1 and a half month time.