28 Feb 2010 rotting

rotting at home this weekend...

yesterday too, didnt go for K... -_-"

天上人间卡拉ok

晚上7点

天上人间卡拉ok

(Paradis de Paris) 

43,Rue du Faubourg Montmratre,75009,Paris 

地铁：Le Peletier(7号线) 

going K tonight!

=D

this weekend is perfecto!

last night went for Palmoa's birthday "party"

to Cab Club till like 3am, thats what i meant freedom, away from parents. i like.

will post pictures soon

here they are!


i like this photo the best haha.



that's the birthday girl at the centre!

why is that so?

Why are all my friends so rich to get branded stuffs?

Do real fashionistas have to be rich to owe them to wear off gorgeously?

sigh...

if im that rich,

 i would probably buy every kind of style of clothes in my wardrobe, 

even if i don't wear them, 

i will collect them. 

even they collect dust in my wardrobe, 

they might be useful one day.

....我想请问我能撑到什么时候？...

我想请问我能撑到什么时候？

How long can I endure?

Combien de temps puis-je supporter?

Berapa lama saya bisa bertahan?

どのくらい我慢できますか？

내가 얼마나 견딜 수 있습니까?

นาน เท่า ไหร่ ฉัน จะ อดทน?

friends supporting behind me used to be a morale support behind my mental determination.

somehow, not any longer, drifting apart and further seems to blur the memories that we used to have. friends passed by every now and then of my life, no one seems to be staying on the same place, or perhaps i am the one who are always running around the place, refusing to stay at one place. no matter what it seems to be, it doesn't seem to be the right feel. it has nurtured me to be a patient person, a mature personality which somtimes i think it is processing a little too fast at my age. it's pretty scary, an age of 19, a thought of 24. 

sigh

haiz.

why am i always feeling that im odd one out, or being disliked or what...
got rejected a few times today, feel really bad... im not trying to be so annoying or what, it's just that i have a lot of doubts that i need to ask what....

=/

maybe im thinking too much eh...

omg.... please hyper up

it's 12.25am now. I have just read a blog of my friend, not a close one, but somehow somewhat the same situation as me. Above all, she is a taurean too, so in that case, the elements of our characteristics do not seem to be far apart. In the mid of her blog entry, I realised I am so much fortunate than her,
so much lucky than her.
My classmates are less racism, I should admit that point. And im blessed to say that I feel I am not in the worst situation than many of the rest of Asians who come all the way to Europe for studies and accent has always the worst burden to get over with.
phew~
oh man, my back is aching again. 3 sessions of acupuncture aint working good enough... this is making me a little worried...... spring is coming, hope my back is well again.

好像谈恋爱！

好像谈恋爱哦！

我的真命天子在哪里啊？？！！

DESIRES

my most desirable gadgets at this very moment:

iShuffle 

stainless steel

or pink ;)

and

handroll piano! i think im ordering this soon. my passion for music

61keys x)

1st feb to 7th feb

i just did a terribly mistake while cooking my lunch just now.

i was almost finished with my meal and i realized i did not wash my rice grains before cooking

oh my tian.

voila, got some food from a korean cum japanese market today.

on the 5th, it was christine's brithday. i think so. but whatever it is, we went to this petite cosy restaurant for a dinner. and guess what we saw dita von teese. ;)

she is an american famous stripper, she looks really gorgeous, her skin looks bloody plastic to me please.

but can you imagine it, it's really a small world to be able to see an american celebrity here !

happy chinese new year!

woosh.... it's been a month in paris!

time flies fast.

was staying over at Nan's house last night during chinese new year eve. her house is really so cosy and nice how i hope im staying over that nice clean house.

and the moment i got back home today... sigh

i know i need to start working hard tonight for tomorrow's test. 

wahlao, it's chinese new year leh. 

today is valentine's day. today is first day of chinese new year.
today is big revision day. oh damn

wtf. metro:bastilles

the host is back home late tonight again.

with a dog. -_-"

damn scary please, is so hyperactive. and i just dunno what to do.

and i went for medical check-up today. strip naked in front of two technicians.

WAH LAO. -_-" it's not pleasant

tsktsktsktsktsk.

also, bought two rings today. u know i thought the rings are 2 euros per piece.
then when i was paying i realised is 2 euros per gram...!!!!!!!
omg. you see, when you suck at french this is what u got.
but well, in the end i spent 20 euros on them.
S$40 la! okay, that didnt break my record getting two rings at about dunno sgd60 or 80.
if my mama knows she gotta kill me. really loh.

okok. im a ring-lover-freak.
im willing to pay what i love to collect.

去你的

今天这个人说话有点讽刺。

看了就想揙她

看我不顺眼是吧？!

chey

it was snowing heavily for awhile today... =D


at this night, i miss singing. i miss playing on the piano
i miss messing with the keyboard
i miss going ktv
i wish somebody could give me a keyboard at the moment.
i miss the touch of the black and white keys
i miss the days with the gang in composing class
i miss the freedom of expressing my mess up mood on keyboard
urgh.

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i need the urge to talk to somebody, but nobody i can find to.
Pathetically, i only find 5 people online on my msn now.
Some i even thought because they appear offline to avoid talking to me.
am i thinking too much? i hope so.
i feel the need to feel occupied but there is nothing that can occupy
the mind of my soul, my mind of my ears.
i feel the emptiness that is making me uneasy, unstable.