My 20th Birthday, written on the train to Paris

I'm on my way back 'home', to Paris from Chamonix.

Now is around 10 am. Mum just called me to wish me happy birthday. She told me that it was time for you to be born, was in the hospital in pain. When I hanged up the phone, and look at the watch clock, i realised it was around the time i was born but in paris time. :)

For a sudden, I felt so touched that I would want to tear.. My mum could actually remember what I have joked about few years back that how amazing to know you were in pain exactly at this hour, this date but different year..

And viola, i was born. The moment of stepping into twenties isn't a pleasure one. Well, Not sure if it was because it isn't very happening on my birthday or is it because i don't really feel like stepping into twenties. Just feel like i have not been really crazy enough in my teenage years. No real bgr, no club till morning. Oh my, what the hell have you been doing in your teenage life yeah, alverina?

I always have a mind set, it's going to be a real adult pressuring lifestyle knowing stepping into your twenties. I am not sure if I will make a good job in my life. But I know I would be able to succeed if I know I am sure of what i want. :)

It's pretty a different experience when on your birthday, you are in suburb in France, Chamonix, in France. And next, in Paris and then a few more hours to London. Lol. If i have to choose again, i probably want to choose somewhere which is crowded where there are friends who gather around to celebrate my birthday, can I throw a birthday part next year? I really hope so, but thinking who to invite, i feel like nobody will be attending to my party if I'm going to plan one... Very sad, thinking of which I can imagine friends asking myself who are going, giving excuse saying I don't want to go because I am not familiar with the people around. .. -_-"

Oh happy birthday, Alverina.

Stepping into lonelisome twenties

Volcano at Eyjafjöll, Iceland

Thanks to holy bloody shitty volcano from Eyjafjöll.

My friends couldn't get on their flight to Paris, and there my holidays plan to drain.

what the fuck.

Well, i was really pissed off this morning, was even tearing when i was thinking am I a jinx or what?

Firstly, 2 friends were unable to get on their flight.

When we were planning of our schedule, i was still telling one of them that i would be having class in the morning and could not pick them up in the airport, but i could wait for them if they were to take the shuttle bus at Opera or at my place still. Plus, I didn't want to waste my transportation fee to the airport during weekday to pick them up because that will cost me around 20+ euros, for return trips. So expensive loh.

So they die-die want me to pick them up on airport right, so they change the flight time, so they will reach Paris on Saturday. and HOORAY, the volcano burst on Friday. -_-"

wah lao, so am I the jinx?

Secondly, another friend of mine was applying his visa to Paris this coming May.

His visa got rejected. Again, am I causing people around me to have difficulty coming to Paris?

-_-"

Not even that still, all of the plans have to be adjusted. I am not sure how the bill and all will go along.

I really hope I am not spending extra money for so and so. 

oh fuck.

I hope they would be coming during before my birthday at the very least. at least they are able to make it for london trip.

And French train stations are having strikes, they will be functioning as normal from tomorrow onwards. I really want to say, the French really 吃饱没事做 to go on strike until the stations have to be closed during this urgent period. Sometimes, they are really just dumb asses. I hope they will not go back to worst next week, because I am going to Chamonix on the 21st. The affected station is one of them.

I know many of the people in Europe are having the same problem as me and many of my friends.

Shall I pray for all and All pray me

to hope situations would be better.

Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

Lee \

Lee Hyori's new mv Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

see this, what she was wearing on her mv.

designed by a-morir.com

does this shades reminds u on lady gaga's recent mv, 

Telephone (Official Clean Version) ft. Beyoncé

and not very long before that, rihanna wearing something like that:

and now, Luo Zhi Xiang is wearing something similar for his mv too.

shades that are worn and cant be seen through.

My question is, Is Lady Gaga the one who started the trends?

or who ever the designer was that to design for Lady Gaga started the trends or was it Rihanna that started wearing something that started it, eh?

lol, in conclusion, who the hell started these shades?

they are damn awesome, i want a pair for collection too. 

hehe.

J'ai peur!

Oh my god! 

Je sens que la personne était en évitant moi ou quelque chose.ou suis-je trop penser?

my heart is itchy

i feel like talking to that person. 

but i don't know how to start to talk to that person.

i have nth to talk about it.

i feel so dumb and awkward now.

Eureka!

I came across this word when i was doing my research for Dior, it was like "Eureka!"

"That eureka moment—"

eu·re·ka

   [yoo-ree-kuh, yuh-]  Show IPA

–interjection

1.

(initial capital letter) I have found (it): the reputed exclamation of Archimedes when, after long study, he discovered a method of detecting the amount of alloy mixed with the gold in the crown of the king of Syracuse.

2.

(used as an exclamation of triumph at a discovery.)

OLYMPUS E-PL1

I WANT THIS FOR BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

Alice and the Wonderland

just came back, watching Alice and the Wonderland.

it's really a nice movie. 

for a moment, i thought what the hell have i been doing these few years not enjoying my teenage years with movies and all sorts of weird activities. it's really such a pitiful, and flashes of myself catching romance, thrills movies during secondary school days went through my mind. i miss those days, being able to catch 2 or 3 movies in a day was really insane and awesome. 

may i do it again?

im stepping into 20 in 20 more days. 

-sigh-

Fashion thoughts

i used to think fashion is stupid, until the day i have come to Paris 

and understood why fashion could be so interesting and why people can be so obsessed with it.

and so at some point of time, i really make an effort to dress up nicely to school.

and also think wisely before i buy something that is nice on me instead of comfortably 

and sometimes impulsively. 

and so i think again, wasting money on fashion is really very stupid.

well, u know im referring to clothes. i like to buy clothes, but i would rather invest in accessories and bags.

really, they never fail to dress me up as easily as those clothes are.

APRIL FOOL

first time in my school life, i never play a prank during april's fool.

in fact, i fool on myself.

开什么玩笑啊？大姨妈竟然早来八天。。。

我的身体里面会不会有问题啊？。。。

担心死了。。。