A lot of things happened yesterday.
mum and bro left me for singapore. i feel like crying when i gave them the last hug.
i attended jane's dinner with her friends at her appartment. it was really great, they are mostly singaporeans.
i felt at home.
on my way home, i fell down on the stairs. it hit my right ass badly. it hurts badly.
i am very home sick.
i miss switching on the tv without watching it, i miss the noise
i miss the toilet next to my room
i miss my friends
i miss chatting late at night
i miss my house
i miss my mum the most
whenever i mentioned about the word 'miss'. i can't help crying.
everyone told me it's natural to feel very miserable, it's going to be just a few days. i think i will feel miserable for the whole year. i think i will end up getting depression and keep to myself.
first week of school has just ended. whenever i walked home myself, i feel like crying. the feeling of loneliness is just too overwhelming for my mind to accept it.
*sigh*
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